Fricking Hell

GOODBYE TO FRICKING_HELL

2006-12-11T13:21:48Z

I have started a new Live Journal. I got bored with this one so my name diary name is rusty_jackson and I hope to see u all there soon!

TAKE THAT RULE!

2006-12-04T12:30:16Z

WELL DONE TO TAKE THAT FOR GETTING NUMBER ONE IN THE SINGLES/ALBUM CHARTS! I LOVE YA, LADS!

fricking_hell @ 2006-12-02T14:30:00

2006-12-02T13:30:53Z

Manda was never raped. She made it up. It seems I was such a bad girlfriend towards her and she needed to make me feel like crap, so she made all this up and hurt me real bad. You see I wasn't there for her, even know she told me to leave her alone, when she was crying over her baby which died years ago. I was told to leave her alone and I did, I am not going to hang around and be yelled at for nothing. Then I wouldnt get a ring and make my love for her real and offical, she then added to her hate for her. Then we had a fight, she got 'raped' and then it really made a mess of us and I felt like I made her get raped. She claimed she went out for a walk that night, got pulled into a woods and raped! I was hurt, shocked and upset. I felt so mad. For 3 weeks she really made me go through hell, crying at me, yelling at me and making me feel like crap. I was already feeling that coz I was blaming myself non stop.

Then she made me tell all my friends what a bitch I was towards her, after she got 'raped'. They werent happy with me and the day later, the truth came out! I couldnt believe it. I wanted to kill her. Sure I was cruel but she lied about that and made sure I felt bad and nasty. I am mad at her and she knows it, yet she feels when she's here at Xmas ,I'm going to beat her up about it. I am NOT her exboyfriend at all! I can control myself and I just want her to feel what I felt. I love her but she does push it too fair sometimes. I cant wait to see her at Xmas but I hope she dont keep doing this to me. I dont think I would stick around anymore.

Update

2006-11-23T14:27:34Z

Today marks the first week snice what happened to Manda. She is doing alright, she likes to cope alone and I try to be there for her. I was very cold towards her, I didnt mean to be, but after I was yelled at and put in my place, I am more understanding and less cold now. Yet I think I had no idea how to cope or understand, I blamed myself. We had a fight and she went out, got raped. Why cant she see its my fault? Maybe I had to see that she needs me and not me being a cunt, sorry but I was towards her. We are working us out now, she is still coming over for Xmas and we are taking everything slow. She's still very scared and worried, I wont ask her to do anything til she's ready. I want her to see I am not some sex mad girl but I love her and sex means little to me. I just want her to relax and be ready.

Anyway I am offline AGAIN at home coz my comp died on me last week! We need to buy a new comp VERY soon coz everyone is going mad without the net lol. I have seen a few nice lap-tops around town but we need to buy it on credit. See, we are sooooooo poor! Today I am in town, buying stuff and I just got Take That new single! Rocking I love it! I am hoping to start buying Xmas gifts next week coz Manda hates Xmas shopping but she's getting an extra cool gift off me. How much does a Harry Potter film cell cost? LOL. I already got my first Xmas gift off my Mam and Dad, a very long black coat, I look like Jack off Torchwood! I have to go now, yet it's pissing down again and I dont wanna get wet! I will be back online very soon!

Love ya!

What Can I do

2006-11-17T19:38:21Z

My girlfriend was raped last night. We had a fight and she went out for a walk and then she was raped. I didnt know til this morning when she had another go at me and then the truth came out, I was shocked, mad and upset for her. She wont talk to me at all and I am finding it very hard, she's been raped before and I have no idea how to help her. If I try to help, I get told to back off or it's over but then she begs me to help her. I love her but I wanna kill the guy who's done this and help her so much, but she wont talk to me til I learn to keep anger in check. Maybe I being selfish but I have NO idea what to do!

I AM FED FUCKING UP!

2006-11-09T13:28:02Z

MANDA HAS BEEN LYING TO ME. SHE'S BEEN CLAIMING HER EX BOYFRIEND HAS BEEN SENDING HER LETTERS OVER THE LAST TWO MONTHS, I BELIEVED HER. THOSE TWO MONTHS I HAVE BEEN GOING MAD WHEN SHE TELLS ME OF ROB'S HATE FOR ME AND WHAT HE THINKS OF ME, IT HURT ALOT. NOW SHE'S COME CLEAN AND TOLD ME IT'S NOT TRUE! I AM VERY MAD AT HER. SHE ASKED ME NOT TO YELL AT HER AND UNDERSTSAND BUT HOW CAN I UNDERSTAND WHEN SHE'S LIED TO ME FOR TOO LONG. I HAD A GO AT HER TODAY AND NOW SHE'S DEAD! I FIND THAT HARD TO BELIEVE, AFTER ALL, SHE DIES EACH WEEK. I AM NOT A HAPPY BUNNY AT ALL BUT WHAT CAN I DO. SHE WONT PICK UP HER PHONE AND HER MATES CLAMIS SHE'S DEAD! I AM GOING TO LOSE MY TEMPER SO BAD NOW AND IF SHE'S LYING I WILL KILL HER. I AM NOT IN THE MOOD ANYMORE. SHE'S LOST ME FOR GOOD.

Live Journal Quiz

2006-10-15T13:10:09Z

What does your Live Journal name mean, and why did you pick it? I do believe it came from an episode of Buffy. I think Glory said 'fricking hell' once and it stuck with me! So when I came on here, looking for a Journal name....this came up!

When did you first get an online diary? A long time now. I am not sure of the dates but its a few years, thats for sure!

Why did you first start an Live Journal diary? All my mates had one so I followed like a sheep ;)

How did you find LiveJournal.com? Through friends and their links to this place.

When you are writing an entry, do you believe you are writing for yourself or for the reader? A mixture of both. I want to tell ppl my life and also have their views on it too.

When writing an entry, are you completely honest? Always! I never lie. I am 100% honest on here.

Describe your writing setting: Normal lol ;) I hate questions like this? How am I meant to know lol ;)

Is anyone that you know in real life allowed to read your diary? I dont mind who reads this. I want ppl to read about my boring life lol ;)

Do you know anyone in real life with a diary that you are allowed to read? My girlfriend used to have one, I used to read hers alot but it doesnt happen anymore.

Do you believe writing in your Live Journal is therapeutic? Yes, it can be. Its good to get all my feelings out and go mad, everyone does it.

How many entries do you have? Too many lol ;)

Do you have any entries that are private? I dont think so? I dont see the point of making any private coz why esle would u have this to make it private?

Have you ever written an entry while too intoxicated? God yes! I get drunk and come online, make an ass out of myself lol ;)

Do you keep a paper copy of your Live Journal? I do have my own personal home diary but I always forget to write in it lol

Do you go back and reread your entries? Yes and some have very bad spellings lol ;)

What's the most interesting thing you can think of about having a Live Journal? You get to meet new ppl and make friends. Thats pretty cool!

Welcome Back

2006-10-14T13:40:52Z

I am so gald to be back online at home! I have missed this so much hehe. Everything on work front is fine but Manda and I arfe fighting again. She was going to come down for Xmas but last nite she went on about not coming down due to shitty reasons and also she loves to cut her arms, neck, body and wrist alot. She told me she'd do that when she was here and I dont know how to deal with that, I am not the kinda person who is good with blood. I am not the kind of person who will have someone do that if I am around, why should I put up with it? I love her but over the last month or two, she's been a HUGE Pain and making me feel like crap. She is also banging on about her ex boyfriend Rob, who beat her and hurt her when they were together 3 years ago. He sent her a letter slagging me off and asking for her back, it seems she's falling for it. If we have a fight, she bangs on about how Rob always loved her, treated her well and never became shelfish. Yet he would beat her badly and cheated on her, yet I am the devil in her eyes now? I now I am going to lose her. It's clear to me. I love her so much but I can't take being used and laughed at by her, she never seems to see my points or understand me. Maybe I need to walk away so she can have a better life and find someone who will like me. I dont know what to make of this. I am messed up and she goes off and cuts herself, see what I have to deal with? Sorry if I am being evil but I am getting fed up with her actions and she control. If I want to be used and laughed at, I would have stayed with Heather! Women *rollseyes*

Fuck all that bullshit! I have got some TAKE THAT NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They are bring out a DVD of their concert on the 23rd of October! It's called Take That Ultimate Tour 2006, which I am going to buy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They also have a new single called Patience out on 20th Nov and then a new album called Beautiful World out on 27th Nov. I have heard the new song, it's ok, I'm sure its gonna grow on me. I really cant wait to have a HUGE TAKE THAT MONTH VERY SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All New On Here

2006-09-29T12:26:16Z

Sorry I've not been around but shit is going on. I am offline til next week and I had to get a new moblie phone which cost me a cool £100! It does everything! Anyway I'm off now. Bye xx

Rest in peace - You crazy but amazing man!

2006-09-04T14:09:21Z

Isn't it very sad that the brilliant and crazy, Steve Irwin, the Crocodile Hunter as died at the age of 44. I love his shows and I was watching one yesterday, he was looking after the Crocodile's. He was amazing! He died after a stingray barb went through his chest on Monday while diving off Australia's northeast coast. I was woke up by my Brother telling me the news and I said ' he should have been eaten by the crocs!'. He was a great man who loved animals and life, I will miss him.

REST IN PEACE - STEVE IRWIN - YOU CRAZY BUT AMAZING MAN!

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

It's Well Welsh!

2006-09-02T11:15:30Z

Two quizies to pass the day longer faster!

What's your natural hair color? Black but theres blond, red and brown in there too!
What is your current hair color? Black
Current piercings? None
Any other piercings that you want? None
Long or short hair? I like both! Long hair on girls is very hot, in my eyes anyway hehe ;)
Straight or curly? Mine is curly but I like straight hair

CURRENTLY WEARING

What shirt are you wearing? Peter Kay Ave It t-shirt
Rings? None
Bracelets? None
Is your hair up or down? Down (As always!)

THIS OR THAT

Rock or rap? Rock!
Coffee or Hot chocolate? Oh could I have just chocolate!
Smoothies or shakes? Shakes from McDonalds!
Baseball or Softball? FOOTBALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla ice cream but chocolate bars lol ;)
Bracelet or Necklace? I want a TCB Necklace and bracelet ;)
Pink or Purple? PINK! I LOVE PINK!
Sleep in or Early to rise? I love sleeping in but I always have to drag myself out of bed lol ;)
Beach or Broadway? Beach...chips while sittin on the sand, hugging the one u love!
Hoodie or Tee Shirt? Oh don't get me started! I have a hoodie and I get evil looks off ppl! I am not gonna beat them up and I think ppl should lay off kids, not all kids are gonna beat you if they wear a hoodie! So I'll pick t-shirt!
Night or Day? Night - I get to sleep lol ;)
White or Black? Black - Good colour to wear ;)
Simple Plan or Good Charlotte? Both shit! Haha!
Babe or Baby? Baby!

HAVE YOU EVER...

Drank alcohol? Ages ago! I've not been really drunk for ages!
Hugged someone? In my head I hugged Manda alot
Been on the computer until the sun came up? Never done it, I'd fall asleep lol ;)
Gone skinny dipping? NEVER!
Laughed so hard you pissed in your pants? No but come close lol ;)
Slept over at the same sexs house? Yes, alot! All girls do that!
Snuck out? Not snice I was a teenager
Played spin the bottle? Never played it! I think I am missing out!
Lied to your parents about where you were going? Not since I was a teenager

THE LAST

Person you talked to in person? My Mum
Person you talked to on the phone? Manda
Do you like surveys? Yes, they are fun lol ;)
Do you ever wonder what your life will be like 10 years down the road? Maybe married with kids
You get along with your parents? At times I do
Are you old enough to vote? Yes I am
Are you happy? Sort of
Are you sad? Not really
Did you ever tell your parents you didn't feel good so you didn't have to go to school? All the time! I hated school!
Do you have a cell phone? Yes, it's a 3 phone and I love it!

--Current Mood: Honry hehe ;)
--Current Music: The Zutons and Sandie Thom
--Current annoyance: Lack of sex ;)
--Current Longing: Manda
--Current Thing I Ought to be doing: Cleaning up
--Current desktop picture: Hermione and Ron fighting lol ;)
--Current CD in Stereo: Sandie Thom's album
- Current Refreshment: Fanta

1. When was the last time you had sex? Bloody hell, I can't remember lol ;)
2. How do you flush the toilet in public? Like I do at home lol
3. Do you wear your seatbelt in the car? Always! I'm a good girl I am!
4. Name one thing you start to get tense about if you are close to running out? Losing Manda for real
5. What famous person do you (or other people) think you resembe? Friends seem to think I look like Priscilla Presley (the younger verson) but I dont lol ;)
6. What is your favorite pizza topping? I dont like pizza
7. Do you crack your knuckes? I bend and pull my fingers to make them click. I also click my toes lol ;)
8. What song do you hate the most when it gets stuck in your head? Hips Don't lie
9. Did just mentioning that song get it stuck in your head? Yes lol ;)
10. What are your super powers? I like Harry Potter for Hermione and Ron ;)
11. Peppermint or spearmint? Peppermelt
12. Where are your car keys? Dont have a car ;P
13. Whose answers to this questionnaire do you want to hear? I dont mind
14. Whats your most annoying habit? Clicking fingers and toes
15. If you could punch one person in the nose and get away with it, who would it be? Daniel Radcliffe
16. What is your best physical feature? My eyes and smile
17. What CD is closest to you right now? None
18. What 3 things can always be found in your refridgerator? Fanya, water and food lol
19. Black cat in your path; bad or who cares? Who cares!
20. Do you talk on your cell phone when you drive? Yes but I'm always in the back of the car lol
21. What OCD qualities do you have? Not sure
22. What do you do when no one is watching? Pick my nose ;)
23. If they made a movie about your life, what actor/actress would play you? Kate Winslets or Emma Watson
24. Would you rather die in a blaze of glory or peacefully in your sleep? Peacefuly in my sleep in the arms of someone I love
25. What candy, from when you were a kid, do you miss the most? Animal crackers
26. What is your favorite kids movie? Harry Potter
27. What is in the backseat of your car right now? Ask my Dad lol
28. What is your all time favorite sports team? Man Unt and Cardiff City
29. What was the last thing you threw up? Beer years ago
30. What is the best picture you have in your possession? Elvis half naked ;)
31. Have you ever had a private maid? Nope
32. What is the last thing you regret purchasing? Nothing
33. What is your favorite episode of Roseanne? Never liked the show
34. What is your favorite accessory? My phone

Concert Quiz

2006-08-30T14:16:01Z

Nicked off Emma ;)

What was the last concert you attended? Take That and it was amazing!

How many people were there? It was at the Millennium Stadium. It can hold over 60,000 I think! I do believe it was a sold out show!

What bands have you seen in concert the most, and how many times? The Corrs (3 times), The Bootleg Beatles (over 10 times) and Elvis Presley in Concert (twice)

Do you have any set lists? From what bands? I dont have taken from the night. I get the set list off the internet lol

Are there any CDs in close proximity to you? Which ones? None, all mine are in my bedroom

What band are you in the mood to see live right this second? Ohhhh the FAB Scissor Sisters are coming to Cardiff in November, I have to get a ticket to see them! I love them! I would love to see Elvis on stage hehe ;)

Have you ever been on a tour bus? Nope, unless u count the shitty bus my Brother uses for his band hehe ;)

Have you ever partied with a band? Only my Brother's band, The Loves lol ;)

How many states/provinces have you been to concerts in? Scotland, England, London

What bands did you see live in the month of May? None

What CD are you addicted to at the moment? This is very sad but I love The Best of Billie Piper, yes u can laugh ;)

Who is one band that you used to like, but now you can't stand? Oasis - crap now!

Have you ever been on anyone's guest/VIP list? Whose? I did get into Pulp's party in London once, my Brother was asked long and I went in after him! Saw the band, had a free drink but got bored and went to McDonalds lol. See, Emma gets to party with Andrea Corr (showoff!) ;)

Last band person that you got a picture with? Does David Tennant count? No, he's Dr. Who lol ;)

Do you consider yourself a groupie? God NO! Sorry but girls who sleep with band members are sad! Sayin that, I'd bed Elvis if he was still alive ;)

If you were to name a boy and a girl after any band member....what would you name them? I love Elvis, I have already picked names out for my kids. Elvis Aaron, Jesse Garon, Lisa Marie and Priscilla ;)

How old were you when you went to your first concert? 11

Who was it? Jason Donovan ;)

What bands haven't you seen yet that you want to see? The Zutons, Sandie Thom, Sheryl Crow and The Rolling Stones

Are you wearing a band shirt right now? Nope

What band do you own the most merch of? Elvis and an Corrs shirt and posters lol

What song is on your myspace right now? Im guessing The Corrs

Have you ever met that band? No, but the last time I saw them I was in the front row, I flirted with Andrea Corr. I blew her a kiss, she grinned at me, touched her heart and blew me a kiss back! Rocking!

Do you ever do anything crazy at shows? Yes, blew a kiss at Andrea Corr and screamed, cried and danced at Elvis The Concert

What are your favorite venues to go to shows at? Cardiff International Arena and The Millennium Stadium

What band do you have the most performance pictures of? Elvis

Would you ever get a tattoo representing a band? I want an Elvis one hehe

How many concerts do you average a year? Maybe only 4

Upcoming shows? Like I said The Scissor Sisters!

List every band you've EVER seen live, no matter how obscure:

Jason Donovan - My first gig ever! In 1991 - Newport Centre
Take That - 1994 & 1996 - Cardiff International Arena
Bootleg Beatles - From 1994 til 2005!!!!! - 12 times!!!!!! Cardiff International Arena and St.David's Hall
Blur - Friday December 5 1997 - Cardiff International Arena
Oasis - Wednesday Demember 10 1997 - Cardiff International Arena
Steps - Sunday 23rd July - Cardiff Castle
The Corrs - Tuesday 19 Jan 1999 - Cardiff International Arena
Catatonia - 9th May 1999 - Margam Part Port Talbot
Texas - Tueday 23 November 1999 - Cardiff International Arena
B*Witched - Wednesday 24th November 1999 - Cardiff International Arena
The Corrs - Tuesday 9 Jan 2001 - The National Exhibition Centre Birmingham
Ricky Martin - Friday 12 May 2000 - Earls Court London
Elvis The Concert - Sunday 11 March 2001 - Cardiff International Arena
Enrique Iglesias - Saturday 12 May 2002 - Cardiff International Arena
Robbie Williams - Sunday 15 July 2001 - Millennium Staduim Cardiff
Bon Jovi - Sunday 17 June 2001 - Millennium Staduim Cardiff
Rumors of Fleetwood Mac - 15 Febryary 2002 - St. David's Hall Cardiff
Alicia Keys - Wednesday 30 October 2002 - Cardiff International Arena
Westlife - Sunday 13 April 2003 - Cardiff International Arena
Britney Spears - Thursday 29 April 2004 - Scottish Exhibition & Conference Centre Scotland
Rumors Of Fleetwood Mac - Friday 15th October 2004 - St David's hall Cardiff
The Corrs - Tuesday 2 Novemeber 2004 - Scottish Exhibition & Conference Centre Scotland
Elvis The Concert - Friday 29 April 2005 - The National Exhibition Centre Birmingham
McFly - Tuesday 11 October 2005 - Cardiff International Arena
Donny Osmond - Wednesday 12 October 2005 - Cardiff Internation Arena
Rumors of Fleetwood Mac - Saturday 18 February 2006 - St. Davids Hall Cardiff
Take That - Wednesday June 21st 2006 -Millennium Stadium - Cardiff

This Years Xmas Number One............

2006-08-22T11:39:06Z

.....FUCK YEAH!

Hey Dickie, this song's for you
Hey Dickie, you know it's true
Blad head and make up too
I wanna make love to you

Stuff your face with my sugary love
Stuff your face with my sugary love
Stuff your face with my sugary love
I'll treat you mean if you treat me tough

Hey Dickie, with your hot pants tight
Big muscles and diva's body
Queen bitch is putting up a fight
And she'll dance throughout the night

Stuff your face with my sugary love
Stuff your face with my sugary love
Stuff your face with my sugary love
I'll treat you mean if you treat me tough

D.I.CK
HE'S. A. BIG. GAY.
YEAH!
YEAH!
YEAH!

Women

2006-08-19T11:28:23Z

Ok I get it now. I am NEVER going to have a good and real relanionship with any girl. I am always seem to get used and dumped after a short while, sure Heather and I dated for 2 years, but with Manda it's always gonna be a joke. Like I said, she dumped me last Sunday and now claims it all my fault and I need to get over it. She wants a friendship with me but I love her and I am finding it hard to just be her friend. We had a fight about it last nite, well, she wouldnt listen to me and put the phone down. I ended up watching the final of BB, Glyn or Aisleyene should have won! Pete's alright but Niikki is nothing but a gold digger! Anyway enough of that shit, I am getting more and more fed up. A few days ago, she txt me using one of her friends names, it was her really, and lied to me about being in a coma and being found bleeding to death in her flat! I cant stand it when she plays games that way! Twice before she's died and someone esle has txt me telling me that, its not nice. I love her but it's hard and unfair on me. It's all her and she doesnt care about my feelings. I know it was never going to be easy but I wish she could have loved me, is that too much to ask?

Update

2006-08-17T13:48:47Z

So much as happened for me over the last few days. Manda ended up cutting her throat and arms a few days ago, was in coma but came through it. I was told by her freaky friend and ofcause, I got the blame. Me and Manda are no longer dating. She dumped me last Sunday and it hurt alot. We are friends now. I guessed what I felt for her didnt matter and I wasted 6 years loving someone who only loves herself. I am not in the mood to date for a while, I like bein single. I can do whatever I like and not get yelled for it. I turned 26 on Aug 9th (yay) and I had a good day. So I am alright. Getting on with my life and trying to work out how much I've gotta save to travel to Memphis in 2001!

Elvis Presley August 16th

2006-08-16T07:19:52Z

August 16th 1977. On this day Elvis Aaron Presley went into the bathroom in Graceland and never came back out. He suffered an heart attack and left the world is sadness and shock. He died too young, he left this world with so much more to give and he is never forgotten. Little did Elvis know, that 29 years on, his music and image was sill alive and kicking. His army of beloved fans keep his name, music and image going strong and our love will never die. He is the King.

Elvis, to me, is my idol, my hero, my love, my man, my world and my heart. He is someone very very speical to me. If I am feeling down, I put Elvis on and I cheer up. I feel so safe and loved around him. His films give me joy, his music is so powerful and his image is amazing. He was the greatest showman EVER. I wasn't born until August 1980 but I grew up on Elvis and I will love him til the day I die. No one will ever stop me from being an Elvis fan. I've got a saying, if you wanna love me....then you've gotta love Elvis!

Each August 16th, I wear black and think of what could have happened. Elvis has left the building 29 years ago but really he will never die. Elvis lives on in his beloved fans hearts.

God bless you, Elvis Aaron Presley. My love for you will last today, tomorrow and forever

R.I.P - TCB XXXX

Dr. Who Quiz

2006-08-01T10:30:04Z

Who is your favourite Dr. Who? David Tennant. I think he's amazing and his eyes are soooo sexy!

Who is your favourite side-kick? Billie Piper who played Rose Taylor. She was amazing too and became a sweatheart of UK TV!

Can you name all the actors who have played Dr. Who?

1) William Hartnell - 1963 - 1966
2) Patrick Troughton - 1966 - 1969
3) Jon Pertwee - 1970 - 1974
4) Tom Baker - 1974 - 1981
5) Peter Davison - 1982 - 1984
6) Colin Baker - 1984 - 1986
7) Sylvester McCoy - 1987 - 1989
8) Paul McGann - He starried in a feature film created in 1996
9) Christopher Eccleston - 2005
10) David Tennant - 2006 and onwards

Can you name all his side-kicks?

1) Barabara Wright played by Jacqueline Hill
2) Ian Chesterton played by William Russell
3) Vicki played by Maureen O'Brien
4) Katarina played by Adrienne Hill
5) Steven Taylor played by Peter Purves
6) Dorothea Chaplet/Dodo played by Jackie Lane
7) Ben Jackson played by Michael Craze
8) Polly played by Anneke Wills
9) Jamie McCrimmon played by Frazer Hines
10) Victoria Waterfield played by Deborah Watling
11) Zoe Herriot played by Wendy Padbury
12) Sergeant Benton played by John Levene
13) Brigadier Alastair Gordon Lethbridge-Stewart played byNicholas Courtney
14) Captain Mike Yates played by Richard Franklin
15) Elizabeth "Liz" Shaw played by Caroline John
16) Jo Grant played by Katy Manning
17) Sarah Jane Smith played by Elisabeth Sladen
18) Harry Sullivan played by Ian Marter
19) Leela played by Louise Jameson
20) K9 played by John Leeson/David Brierley - voice
21) Romanadvoratrelundar "Romana" I played by Mary Tamm
22) Romanadvoratrelundar "Romana" II played by Lalla Ward
23) Adric played by Matthew Waterhouse
24) Nyssa played by Sarah Sutton
25) Tegan Jovanka played by Janet Fielding
26) Vislor Turlough played by Mark Strickson
27) Kamelion played by Gerald Flood - voice
28) Melanie "Mel" played by Bonnie Langford
29) Ace played by Sophie Aldred
30) Dr Grace Holloway played by Daphne Ashbrook
31) Mickey Smith played by Neol Clarke
32) Captain Jack played by John Barrowman (I LOVE HIM!)
33) Jackie Tyler played by Camille Coduri
31) Rose Taylor played by Billie Piper

What's the name of the new actress and the name of her character as Dr. Who's new side-kick? Her name is Freema Agyeman and she is gonna play Martha Jones

Where does Dr. Who come from? The Dr comes from the planet Gallifrey

What does TRADIS stand for? Time And Relative Dimension (or Dimensions) In Space

Who's better Christopher Eccleston or David Tennant? Well I've met David and he was sooooooooooo sexy, lovely, friendly and funny. He plays the Dr so well and has the most sexy eyes EVER! I am a Tennant fan but Eccleston was very cool too! But my future husband to be has my heart now :) If ur wondering I mean David lol ;)

Who's scarier the Daleks or Cybermen? Cybermen are soooooooo scary but sexy lol ;)

How many hearts does Dr. Who have? He's got two hearts. One human and one alien heart!

What year did Dr. Who start in the UK? 1963

Where is the new series of Dr. Who being filmed right now? M,y home town of Cardiff! I love knowing that and I love meeting David Tennant too!

Whats the title of this years Xmas show? Misplaced Bride

Who played Captain Jack in last year's Dr. Who? John Barrowman who I love!

Who, in your option, was the worst Dr. Who? Paul McGann

No More

2006-07-29T13:14:15Z

I can't deal with this anymore. I've got a fucked up girlfriend who won't even talk to me and on MSN there's a bunch of mother fuckers who piss me off. I am getting so fed up. Manda has no idea what she does to me or if she does, then she couldnt care less. I feel so alone. I love her and have done for 6 years but I feel like a stupid bitch half the time. I feel she's using me for fun and games, to see what she can get out of me. To me it's like being with Heather all over again. The mind games, the lack of trust, the lack of intimacy and the lack of understanding on their part. I listen when her friends kill themsleves, I listen when she's upset and wants to die. Does she listen to me? NO! I feel like it's one sided and she gets all the best parts while I don't get anything off her at all. Heather was the same as Manda and it's really not helping my anger problems. Infact I am seeing someone each Sunday to get help with my anger but she makes me so mad and upset. Manda almost fucked up my night when I saw Take That, she told me an hour before that her friend killed herself and then had a pop at me for not caring, I DIDNT CARE! I was enjoying my night out and seeing Take That again. Then when I met David Tennant, she was telling me her friend had died again! It feels like I can't have a night out or any kind of fun without her sayin someone is dead or trying to kill herself. It's getting so old now and I can't feel assed half the time. I want my own life and I want fun without her, but she can't seem to let me do anything without her. It's all gotta be about her!

As for cunts online! Why do people need to know who poeople sleep with? I dont care about being bisexual but other people really take to too far. Some cunt in Germany talks nothing but lesbian sex to me, I dont really care half the time. Boys seem to believe girls need a cock coz sex without one is shit! I dont really believe that! I can orgasm very very well without a cock and I feel girls are alot better in bed then a bloke anyway. Theres another boy who has no idea what a bra does, what breasts do and what sex means. I guess he's a tight assed little virgin but I am NOT a sex guide! I am getting fed up with MSN and hslf the cunts I talk to I hate! They never seem to listen or even try to make friends, it's about sex sex sex sex and more sex. I would love to talk about other things in life rather then sex. Gosh, I am sounding boring coz I love sex but at times I couldnt care less about it. I feel its over-rated anyway. I get talking to an Elvis fan who told me Elvis fans are clean living people who dont swear, but when I told him Elvis came to the UK (He did by the way, Scotland Prestwick Airport 1960 coming back from the Army) I got called nasty names and he even hoped I would die, nice of him. Don't get me wrong, I had a go back at him but some people really need to chill out.

All in all, this sucks! I've got a handful of good friends I've met online and they mean alot to me. Yet other people can fuck off and jump off a cliff. I am NOT a nice person half the time and if you wanna fight with me....get ready for a huge fight back off me. I wont be spoken to like shit from anyone I know or dont know. If people want respect then you'll get it off me but I wont give if I dont get any!

I Cant Take Anymore!

2006-07-29T08:34:29Z

I bought a bus ticket to go and see Manda on August 7 til 11th and now she doesnt want me to come! Infact I scare her and she's not sure about us, GOD FUCKING SAKE WOMAN! 6 YEARS! 6 YERAS AND YOU'RE STILL NOT SURE! I cant cope anymore. I hope I can get a re-fund or if someone in London is willing to put up with me, but her addiuted sucks! She told me she was cool with me coming down and after givin up £40 for a ticket, she turns around and tells me not to come! I hope I do get a refund or I'm gonna ask her for the money. She can really hurt me. I mean very little to her. She keeps on about her ex boyfriends and if I talk about Heather or whoever I've dated.....she goes off on one! I am pissed off and I know she'll wanna talk about it later, I'll only talk if she pays me back!

David Tennant Rocks!

2006-07-24T15:27:02Z

Now I'm gonna talk about the day I met David, this might go on forever lol. It was late July, boiling hot and I was sweatin like hell, I was walking through town and spotted Xmas trees, snow men and people all dressed up like their were cold and freezing. Then I saw him, David, running towards me looking sexy as ever. Once someone yelled CUT, he waved at me and yelled out HELLO and went back down the street. I followed him, I made sure I was allowed, and came face to face with Catherine Tate (who had on a wedding dress) I was lost for words. She grinned at me and let me take a photo of her, she seemed shocked by the fuss around her. I then watched as David chatted to other fans and reached into my bag for some paper, I wanted his autograph. All I needed was a pen! Why did I leave my pen at home? I went into different shops and asked around, no one was willing to lend me a pen. After a short while, I got one and headed back to claim David, sorry had to say it like that hehe.

He saw me coming, I stood back and wanted for any free time. He walked over to me and I asked him ' could I have ur autograph'; and had smiled (sigh) and took hold of my pen and paper. He asked me for my name, when he asked me to spell it coz he didnt want to spell it wrong, and then it did it. He then give me the paper and pen back and give me another great smile, he has the cutiest smile EVER! I smiled back, ok I grinned like a school girl, and he said ' There you go, Becky' and I nodded at him. I turned around and then asked Catherine Tate for her autograph and she seemed shocked by that but sighed one for me anyway. I did ask her if she was hot and she added bothered at the end, I had to laugh. Then they needed to do another take and we were allowed to watch from the around the side. If we looked like we were cold and Xmas shopping, I might have been allowed to be an extra. But watchin them film was such a joy, I even filmed a small part of that on my phone, I watch it alot.

Once the take was over, I wanted to have my photo taken with David. It became my mission and I wasnt going to leave there til I had it done. I walked over to him, who was now being pulled under by little kids and giggling girls, and waited in line. I got my camera ready and asked an BBC worker if she could take my photo with David. She nodded and I asked him, he smiled again (that smile could make a girl orgasm!) and I stood next to him. He then placed his arm around me, I sighed lol and got my arm around him. Oh come on, I had to do it! He smelt good, he felt good and my god he's TALL! I love him! Once that was done, I got back my camera and turned to face David. I thanked him and he told me it was a pleasure (god if only!) and I spotted his sonic screwdriver in his pocket (I am thinking rude thoughts but I cant help it) and I asked, in a jokey way ' Can I see your screwdriver' and he grinned like a naughty boy and said ' With that offer, I cant say no' and he showed me. All it does it light up but god it's cool! I said goodbye to him, he said goodbye too and I walked off to the side and stayed there for a little longer. I couldnt seem to tear myself away from David or the filming of Dr. Who.

Meeting David and watching Dr. Who being filmed was amazing. It made my whole year and I hope to see them around town again very soon! The best thing about Cardiff is that Dr. Who is filmed here and that makes it amazing!

Internet Sucks

2006-07-23T20:37:58Z

Why do people use the net? Sure its to make friends, look up info and find porn lol but why do people who you dont know talk to u like a piece of shit? I've got countless people who added me onto their MSN lists and some are freaking freaks! There's a boy who never had sex, doesnt know what a bra is and has no idea how a woman has an oragasm! Then I've got some Irish tosser who comes to talk to me and has a pop, coz something is wrong with his/her life, her computer and so on. I remember on 7/7, she/he started talking to me. All they were saying was hi hi hi and I said hello back, but then I got an earful off them coz they had lost someone on that day! Now I had no idea and I was ripped apart by them! I dont see why I bother with MSN and the internet. Some people are so stuck up. Man, it sucks!

Bull Shit

2006-07-22T18:06:10Z

Manda asked me not to go down and see her for my birthday. She also told me we have nothing in common. She told me she's freaking out about everything and doesnt want me down there at all, she doesnt like anyone in her flat. Oh that's bullshit! She let Rich and Ron into her fucking flat while they dated, so why am I being kept away? She hates me having an past and other girlfriends and boyfriends and I cant talk about it, but she can! I love her so much but she's keeping me away for other reasons and she wont talk to me about it. I am fed up right now. I've not slept at all since the hot weather started and I'm moody as fuck. She needs to sort out her feelings. I am pissed off coz I keep getting pulled in and pulled out, I need her to work out her feelings for me and for us. She claims she loves me but I wanna see her flat and I wanna go down and see her, but I am being kept away. Dont ask me why coz she wont talk to me.

We Only Come Out At Night - Smashing Pumpkins

2006-07-22T11:26:20Z

This song is bugging me! It's played for films on ITV1 and I cant stop singing it! So here are the words lol.....sorry but right now I love this song!

We only come out at night, the days are much too bright
We only come out at night
And once again, you'll pretend to know me well, my friends
And once again, I'll pretend to know the way
Thru the empty space
Thru the secret places of the heart
We only come out at night, the days are mush too bright
We only come out at night

I walk alone, I walk alone to find the way home
I'm on my own, I'm on my own to see the ways
That I can't help the days, you will make it home o.k.
I know you can, and you can
We only come out at night, the days are much too bright
We only come out at night

And once again, you'll pretend to know that
There's an end, that there's an end to this begin
It will help you sleep at night
It will make it seem that right is always right

We only come out at night

Say Whats On Your Mind

2006-07-20T14:26:19Z

Last nite I found out my Mother thinks I'm boring and am such a let down. She told me as we watched Big Brother and I was hurt. I mean I know she still finds it hard to understand me being bisexual and I had hoped she can deal with it. Now her true colours came out and I was hurt, I ended up bitching to Manda about it. My Mother told me I was boring and she had hoped for a wild daughter, but she's got me. If I had said that to her, I would have got a slap. I am who I am and she should love me for that. I wont change to make her happy. I love my Mother for herself and she should do the same.

Mindless Quiz

2006-07-15T11:34:54Z

What's the favourite thing on TV right now? I am totally into Deal Or No Deal with Noel Edmonds. It's a great quiz show! You get sooooo stuck into it and end up screaming at them and crying if they lose big money hehe. I would love to be on there one day, I've got my game plan, but I would NEVER swap my box! I am also loving Big Brother! I love the house this year, gang of freaks lol. Classic TV! Glyn to win!

Are you obessed with Dr. Who? Oh yes, very much so! Now when it started last year with Christopher Eccleston, I wasn't too sure if I was going to like it. Then I loved it! Billie Piper is soooooooooo cute and Rose is his best ever sidekick, me sad that she's gone now :( Yet David Tennant is my fave Dr. He's just yummy! Roll on next season! Oh and its filmed in Cardiff too!

What makes you turn off your TV set? Eastenders. Why does that shit soap always win best soap? It makes me wonder! It's soooooooooooooooo fucking depressing!

Who's the greatest TV personality of all time? Noel Edmonds. I think he was soooooo cool in Noel's House Party and Deal Or No Deal is just amazing! I love him!

How many TV's do you have in your house? 4. One in my room, my Brother's room, living room and kitchen. We love TV too much hehe!

Who's the foxiest lady on TV? Billie Piper. I love her! She looks like she'd be such a laugh and a cool girlfriend. I hope her career gets better now she's left Dr. Who!

Who's the sexiest man on TV? David Tennant! LOVE HIM! LOVE HIM! LOVE HIM! He's got sexy eyes! Best Dr. Who EVER!

What's your favourite TV advert at the moment? Frosties one which goes like They're gonna taste great! Once u hear it, you're singing it for fucking ages lol!

What do you snack on in front of the TV? White rolls and crips. Love it!

Who would you most like to snuggle up in front of the TV with? My girlfiend :) Yet if she cant join me, I'd hug Billie Piper lol ;)

What's your all time favourite TV classic? Jim'll Fix It! He was sooooooooo cool and that show rocked! Even the theme tune was song-a-longable lol ;)

Who's your favourite soap character? Tracy Barlow. She's pure evil but I love her! I hope she gets whats coming to her, but she's great fun!

What TV show should they bring back? Dallas! Or the Muppets! I love both shows so much! JR was FAB and The Muppets were sooooooooo funny!

Your first TV crush? Jason Donvan - I loved him in Neighbours and even cried when he married Kylie! I was alot more jealous when she dated him for real, the lucky cow!

If you could play any character from a show, who would it be? Tracy Barlow ;)

Which films would you choose for a night in? Lolita, Harry Potter Series, Jaws, ET, Blair Witch, Quills and Lilo and Stitch!

Your fave TV detective? Not into cops shows, sorry!

Did you ever write into a TV show as a kid? I wrote into Jim'll Fix It and asked if I could meet Take That. It never came true :( I'll never forgive him for that!

What would you banish to Room 101? Shows like Heartbeat, Where The Heart Is and The Royal. Sure nice Sunday tv shows but I cant stand them!

MINDLESS QUESTIONS:

Who were you with at mid-night last night? Txting my girlfriend :) She fell alseep on me! ;)
Who were the last 3 people you spoke to on your moblie? Jane about work, Simon about Grandma's party and my Mam about food

What's the first thing you do when you get up? Walk like a zombie, wash my face, get dressed and head off to work!

If you were to get a snack from a newsagent, what would it be? CHOCOLATE!

When was the last time you cried? When I fucked up my hand. I cried like a child but I've got anger problems, but its getting sorted now.

When was the last time you got drunk? Ages ago and I drunk family members under the table!

Which celeb do you secretly fancy? Rupert Grint! I think he looks sooooo kinky and smug, like he's got a huge dick! I also think he's giving Emma Watson a few (I fancy her too) so that turns me alot lol. I'd love to meet him!

Who would you swap places with for 24 hours? I'd say Elvis but he's dead. So I'd pick Emma Watson, she I could play with myself ;) Or I'd pick Rupert Grint so I could sleep with her lol ;)